Sunday, September 21, 2008

Chapter 2 of Rainbow Horse and the Trashy Tramp

Chapter 2
Pasadena, California
Ashley
It was the most horrible, wretched week of my life. First of all, I had never ridden in an airplane and I was scared to death. From the moment the plane left the runway of Hartsfield Airport, I missed my mommy. When we finally got three thousand miles across the country, the sadness only got worse. To top things off, it took forever for the Central band to finally figure out where we were going, what bus we were on, and finally to get up the hotel’s one elevator to our rooms. After hours and hours of waiting, we finally arrived in our room. The two beds seemed big enough for the four of us and so one of the girls and I took the bed to the left and the other girls took the one on the right, closest to the bathroom. For those smart enough to figure this out… it placed me right next to the air conditioning vent. Let me get one thing straight. I was five feet, one inch tall, weighed ninety five pounds, and was… still am… extremely cold natured. This is how it all began.
This girl… the one I was sharing a bed with… named Jillian, was about as close to opposite as you could get from me. She loved the cold and was not afraid to let me know. The first night we were in this hotel, she turned the air to fifty degrees (it was January) and I was FREEZING. Jillian also turned out to be a BED HOG. She stole ALL my covers and took up the ENTIRE bed. So little bitty me was hanging halfway off of the bed freezing in the middle of the night. This was night one… we were there for seven days. Poor little me. So I called my mommy in the middle of the night when I could not sleep and told her about that awful girl that would not let me in the bed.
Finally after days and days of putting up with this Jillian creature, it was time for the parade, the whole reason for this dang trip. We woke up at two in the morning, got us a little sack breakfast, and loaded up the bus. Then, we marched for six miles in January, in California, behind a freaking equestrian team (horses), and listen… horses poo. These horses pooed everywhere and we had to march in it for SIX MILES. The only two good things about this parade was one, we were on television, and two, we got to eat in and out burgers at the end of it while listening to these people protest religion or something.
The next day was the day I had been waiting for; the day I was finally getting to go home to sleep in my own bed with my own covers in the heat so that I could reestablish my body temperature. However, as I was packing, my mom called with some really sad news. My sister’s foster child was getting taken away by her aunt and we didn’t know if we would ever see her again. I was devastated. We had grown to love her so much and thought we would get to adopt her, but it seemed that this wasn’t how things were gonna work. Jillian’s mom was our room chaperone and she hugged me while I cried. After a long plane ride home, my mom met us at the airport and I left to say my final goodbye.



Jillian
The Tournament of Roses Parade in Pasadena, California
The Central Carroll Marching Pride was finally on its way to Pasadena. I was so excited because I was supposed to sit next to Jamie Jackson and Nickie Henry on the long plane ride to California. Something went wrong with our tickets, and all of our seats were messed up. I was then forced to sit next to someone that I didn’t really know… or like. Then the plane ride was cursed for all of eternity because I was sitting next to a stranger. When the pilot came over the intercom and told us that we were descending into the Los Angeles area, I was filled with joy. When we got to the hotel, it was so hot in that room that I immediately turned on the air conditioner.
The week we were in California was one of the best weeks of my life. We did lots of fun things such as going to Hollywood, Beverly Hills, Universal Studios, California Adventures and we marched in the most prestigious parade in the world, The Tournament of Roses Parade. Though the days in California were fun, being in the hotel was my favorite part because I got to watch T.V. and lay in the extra comfy hotel bed. I shared a bed with this tiny girl named Ashley, and when the lights were out, it seemed as though she disappeared. I have no clue where she slept or what covers she used because the bed felt so warm and so big.
Parade day came and the Central Carroll Marching Pride had to be on the bus and fully dressed with our instrument in hand by three am. As we stepped on the bus, my mom, the head chaperone handed us Breakfast in a Bag. As I opened this bag, I came to find that it had string cheese in it. And I was filled with joy. It also had a banana and a Fiber Bar so that we would not have to go to the bathroom on the SIX mile parade route. As we stepped up to the parade start, I could already hear and feel the excitement coming from the crowd. As we marched in the biggest, most televised and most prestigious parade in the world, we played some Southern Tunes entitled Jessica, Georgia on My Mind and of course our band favorite Louie Louie. After marching five miles or so, I passed a lady that was holding a sign that said “Don’t give up! You are almost through” I was so excited to be almost done with the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. It still to this day was the most exciting and most difficult day in my life! As we reached the end of the parade I remember one thing about it. And that was In and Out Burger. That was the last thing I remember about the Parade. The following day we returned to little ole Carrollton Georgia and I was thrilled to have a glass of sweet tea from Chick-fil-A and to see my daddy whom I missed very much.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

The Rainbow Horse and the Trashy Tramp

Rainbow Horse and the Trashy Tramp
Story of our Lives
Written and Illustrated by: Ashlika and Jillian
PROLOGUE
Once upon a time in a land not so far away in a magical place called C-Town, Georgia there lived two girls. As young children, the two lived separate lives, but little did they know that they would be whisked away into the world of friendship, an inseparable bond.
ASHLEY
I had bangs. Enough said. They were my trademark and my curse. From the time I had hair my mom would chase me down with a pair of old dull scissors to cut my bangs in a straight line below my eyebrows. Well… actually it wasn’t a straight line. More like a thick zigzag of hair that masked my entire forehead for the first eighteen years of my life. My bangs affected my life both emotionally and socially. I had no friends, and the people I thought were friends really made fun of my bangs both behind my back and to my face. I did not know the true meaning of friendship. As I grew older I yearned to be freed from my bangs but each time I tried to rid myself of this characteristic that was paining my life, my mother would come at me with those awful scissors. When I was fourteen years old, my bangs and I joined the marching band at Central High School. The band had been selected to go to the Rose Parade in Pasadena, California that year and we were all extremely eager for the plane to take off. However… I had a little hindrance. My bangs and I got mono and I was unable to select my own group of friends to room with. Therefore, my room was selected for me and this is how I met my best friend.
JILLIAN
Hello. My name is Jillian and I have a problem. (Hi Jillian)I am somewhat OCD. For those of you who don’t know, that means Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. And that means that I like things to be in a certain order and I like things to be done my way and only my way. The only thing not OCD about my life is my bedroom. It is a pigsty. It always has been. Growing up, my mom worked at a hospital in Atlanta. Therefore, my daddy dressed me and sent me to nursery school everyday. For those of you that know anything about men, they can’t dress little girls. I was forced to go to school in outfits that didn’t always match and my hair never looked cute or pretty because my daddy always fixed it. And I had an older brother that was always mean to me and we always fought. He made me a tougher person, but I love him. I had one best friend in the 4th and 5th grade. Her name was Cathy, but she moved to Texas before the 6th grade and I haven’t heard from her since. Throughout middle school, I played in the band. And that’s all she wrote. When it came time for high school, I joined the Central Carroll Marching Pride. As a band, we were selected to march in one of the most prestigious parades in the world, The Tournament of Roses Parade in Pasadena, California. Since I had no friends, I was randomly selected to be in a room with these three other girls that I hardly knew. And that is how I met my best friend.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

A Life that I've Left Behind...

So i was once in Love... with this guy that I thought was great and really nice and just an all around good person... But people change. And their feelings change. And Now I have changed for the better.

I was treated in a way that no girl, or person for that matter, should be treated. I was ignored and lied to. I was left alone in a relationship. I tried my hardest to save my relationship with this person that I so called "Loved." I waited an entire summer for him to come around and that never happened.

We had such a good year and 3 months together... We were technically together for 1yr and 5months and like 15 days. The last two and a half months of that were hell on earth for me. And he had no idea. He had no idea that going away to a different state and not calling me would hurt my feelings. Maybe he did and those were his intentions to just not speak to me again... I don't know. All I know is that he just all of a sudden quit caring and quit me.

All of the good times we had together and all of the times we shared. We did everything together. We went out to eat, we went to the movies, we laughed until we cried. We were a couple that people didn't understand. We never fought... and there was nothing that I ever wanted to fight about. People would say don't the two of you ever fight and the response was no... never. So I have no idea where those times went. I have No idea where the guy I loved went.

I know that I wasted two and a half months of my summer crying over him. I spent days sitting at my house because i was too sad, too depressed to leave. I don't know what brought me to that point in my life but its something I'll never do again. That is one thing I am thankful for from him... I'll never cry again for a guy, I'll never waste my summer, I'll do my own thing. And if what I am doing fits with you then thats awesome!!

I knew before that I had good friends and family members... Now I know that they are more than good! They are awesome!! And they always knew how to make me smile when I thought I couldn't do it anymore. They always found the right words to make me feel better... I don't have that ability... I can make people laugh... but I cant give advice... Its just not my thing. I'm thankful to these people. And I haven't named anyone in this yet but I'm going to now...

To my mom... who came and held me when I cried and told me that everything would be ok. and taught me that he was stupid and immature and didn't know what he was losing. She opened my eyes to things I had never seen and always tried to show me both sides of the situation. Thats what I needed. I needed to see both sides... She listened to me while she was at work at 3 in the morning and I was still awake because I couldn't sleep. Who told me that I deserved better and that I was so smart and had so much potential and that he was nothing but a setback. And even when i yelled at her because I was angry at the world she still stood right by my side. I love her soo much and she is awesome.

To my dad... who seemes clueless... but he wasn't. I have no idea what he said to this day... But I'm sure he told me to quit Squalling. lol. Because he would say something like that... and he told me that i was so smart and that I could do anything I ever wanted... which is true. And even when he made me nasty hamburger helper on my most saddest days... he was still there for me. And he got my mind on other things. Like giving him a hair cut. Even though I have no idea what his exact words were... its just his presence that made me feel better. Maybe its cause I'm a daddy's girl, I don't know... and he watched the movies that I wanted to watch one night and thats not him at all... haha. I just know that he had overcome it all in his life and he never once told me what I should or shouldn't do. He let me learn for myself and in the end I will be a better person having done what I thought was best and learning from my mistakes...

To Mrs. Patty... who knew something was wrong with me before I did. How did she know that? She knew something was up before I even told her. She could tell by the look on my face at lunch one day. She knew I wasn't happy. Then she tried to call me and trick me into thinking that she hadn't already talked to my mom by just randomly inviting me over one night. haha. I'm too smart for you guys!! You cant trick me!! I know when something was up. ha. But she floated in a freezing cold swimming pool with me for 3 hours and just listened to me talk and talk and talk. She always had the best advice to give. She always knew what to say and when to say it. She was an outside perspective of it all and somehow knew what the ending to my story would be. She knew I had to let go and move on... She knew what Tuck was thinking and doing way before I did... she always guessed it right and I don't know how she did it. It amazes me to this day that the things she assumed were going on and questioned me about all turned out to be right... Maybe she could read him like a book. But I dont Know... I just know she is amazing and always has been!! She is more of a role model for me than she will ever know!!

Mr. Kenneth... who never really said anything... I could just tell by the look on his face of what was going through his mind. I could tell that he wanted to go kill somone but never said he did. haha He said one thing to me like last week... and that was to have respect for myself... and that was all that was said and somehow it made perfect sense... That was the only line I needed...

To Jamie... who had been there before... who shared her stories that fit right into mine... that made perfect sense even thought they were at a different time and a different place wiht different people. It helped so much... she was the only person that really understood exactly how I was feeling because it had happened to her. So I thought about how good of a person she was and I thought about how happy she seemed now that she was through with that part of her life... and thats what helped me out a whole whole lot.... She is such a good friend to me and always had been...

To Cody Bradley... who introduced me to the songs the 7 things I hate about you... It just so happened to be the story of my life. He always listened to me. He just could make me happy by just being there. and who sent me the 7 things he loved about me... which is still saved in my phone from June 16th. Because its my favorite text message ever!!! he was just a lot of help to me this summer and I dont think he even knows it!! I <3 you!

Finally to Ashley or Ashlika... who is my best friend... Who was just always there. who was always there when I was lonely and always there when i just needed someone to talk too. She filled the void... She was there to tell me that we were going to the grillage and that we were not sitting around my house doing nothing... who always said the right things at the right time to make me laugh. Who just... goodness I cant even describe it... she just was there when he wasn't. thats all there is to say... She kept me laughing and kept me busy... and she and mr. Kenneth always had some joke about toe nails. lol. and it was just soo funny... And she has matches in her back seat... and she always listened to me when I vented... idk she is just my bff.

Well now back to the story...

This is the good part... I am a better person now. I am happy again. I smile and laugh all the time again. I am back being the old Jillian. Who people love!! I am through with immature high school people... The times were fun. You broke my Heart and there is nothing I can do about it but move on... and I would have written this blog like a week ago but this is the first oppurtunity that I have had...

So here I am... the new me. I am better off. I deserve to have a better person. I deserve to be treated like a person and not a dog.

The person for me is out there and I am very excited about meeting that person... Meanwhile... this was just an experience that I needed in my life. So I hope you enjoyed my blog... and thanks for helping me out for those of you that did!!
Me and my bestest Friend in the entire world!!! I <3 her!!
Again... we do it white girl style... this is us throwing up the deuces... or just a peace sign...
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Thursday, July 31, 2008

More pictures on the road


We got caught in traffic and had to look at the back of this tyson chicken truck for an hour... Lets just say that we had not had lunch yet and we were getting hungry.
Boredom in the car...
The 1st tunnel in Virginia!!
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On the way to Pennsylvania

I was really excited about this huge pack of M&M 's. I ate them all and my mom got mad. haha
The Mountains of West Virginia. I only took like one thousand pictures of them while in the car.

Aww wee... this poor raccoon... I felt so bad that i thought it should be documented with a picture.
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Family Reunion... Summer 2008


Me and my mom went to Pennsylvania. These are pictures and stories from along the way.


We left Carrollton at 6am. This picture was taken in Rome, Georgia as the sun was just starting to come up.
We sure do love Georgia Sun Rises
Riding in the car... Boy was it a long ride.
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